It's been awhile

Heeeeeey =] So it's been awhile... I know! I sowy =/ Life has been a little tricky for me this last month. But you know, I'm doing good =] Things are a little more in perspective for me. Yeah the whole thing with Tommy was a little much. But I did better than I thought I would. I'm acutally finding that some positive things came from that relationship. I don't know how but I've become more...hmm what's the word? Outgoing? Yeah sounds about right. It's like that whole experience taught me to not be afraid about how others think. It's like that saying "Those who care don't matter. And those who matter, don't care." So be yourself. And if someone doesn't like you, you'll find someone else who absolutely loves you :D Yeah ok I can't say that I'm totally over Tommy. I mean I really loved him, and you don't just stop loving someone overnight. But it does get easier over time. =] Acutally, in a way... it's kind of a relieve that we're no longer together. Cause now, I have my whole life ahead of me. I don't have anyone holding me back. I can do what I want to do, go where I want to go, and live the way I want to life. I mean it would be nice to share that with someone else, but I think I should experience life by myself first. So here I am, with arms wide open, ready to face the everyday. =]